Do You Really Love Me?
by Amai-chan

We sit here at this restaurant booth; you drink a milkshake and calmly
talk to your friends. I sit here in the quiet, watching you. You smile
and finally introduce me as "your little girlfriend." I smile slightly
and say hello. You turn your back away and indulge yourself in your
own friends and world, leaving me behind in the dust.

And it makes me wonder if  you really do love me.

We step out into the sunlight together, out of the awkward cafe.
Awkward, at least for me. We walk the pavement streets, connected arm
in arm. A feeling of warmth and adoration should come from this, but
it doesn't. Instead, a feeling of ultimate discomfort arises and our
arms separate. We walk the streets in pure silence.  Communication
exists with each other only in our minds, not in reality.

And it makes me wonder if you really love do me.

We finally reach our planned destination. You hold open the door for
me, like every gentleman should, but I feel now that it is becoming
more of a reflex than a wanting. I sigh and you don't notice.
Communication is still a barrier, we walk together in silence.  We
separate, I go to the right and you go to the left. I groan. We have
never explore this store alone before. I reach out to grab you, but
you're not there.

And it makes me wonder if you really do love me. 

I walk towards the center of the store and hear your footprints behind
me. I do not bother to turn around to greet you. I do not bother to
shout "Oh Mamo-chan!" I do not even bother to acknowledge you. We
reach the center together and head for the door. Out into the pavement
jungle, we walk. You slyly link your arm with mine and shift closer to
me. I want to pull away but I can't. Closer and closer, we come and
then finally leaned in for an embrace.

And it makes me wonder why I even doubted your love for me.

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Umm, okay. I know that was kind of weird and short,  but that is how
Amai-chan writes at 4 in the morning! ^^;
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Amai-chan  ^.^